It usually takes a lot to unnerve me but I find this footage very confronting. It is a harsh reminder that I’m a stroke patient. It makes me feel sick actually. I was going to post this up yesterday but I chickened out. I think it was because I feel very self conscious about my eye, to the point where I’ve only showed it to a few close friends. I had a stern talking with myself earlier tonight, where I reminded myself that I’ve nearly died on numerous occasions and I find myself concerned with what other people might think about the appearance of my eye! Haha, it’s ludicrous when I put it like that. I also realised that if I’m going to tell this story it’s not going to be sugar-coated or exaggerated but as it was.
